Huge sorry

Hey okay to terence im sorry you had to see that post.
I was pissed at you at the time so I said some pretty stupid stuff..
And yes i know that sometimes we say things from the heart when we are angry..
But honestly I dont want you to get out of my life okay?
I never did..

aw my throat hurts =/
Dunno why..think im losing my voice =(
Crap..I'll cry if i lose my voice =(
anyways i think im getting a new blog soon..haha i need to figure out how..

Supposed to be studying

Well yea im supposed to be studying now..haha
but nvm
oh yea i forget to mention some quite important updates..
1.I have a band
2.Marcus is not my best friend/friend anymore
3.Exams are in 7 days
4.I just realised Francesca reads my blog =O
haha
5. er... there's no 5, i'll just stop at my fav number 4
haha
so im going out tomorrow..
yea...
well im off to bed now..
ciao!

Doubts,thoughts and NEWS!

I haven't blogged for a VERY VERY long time.
And im not gonna make this post colourful.
I'm too lazy ;P
haha
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Rayner is now known as Sunshine.Period.
HAHA

Junior cat has been very fun.
Will miss it.
But now i love catechism class..
I dont know..
It just feels so different now.
I's like we have all been in the same calss for 4 years.
We've all journeyed together.
It's a really nice feeling =)

Study Date
After our A math remedial in school on one of the days during the september holidays,
I went out with Christabel and Jacq to the library to study after breakfast.
I also had to meet Darryl there cause i was supposed to study with him too. haha
Then it was quite awkward at first when we all met up but it was ok after awhile.
Darryl helpe me in my physics and i managed to do some questions..
No thank you to my short attention span. haha

Stayover at Zena's
Went to stayover with Stelle at Zena's
But before that we went to St Xavier's for mass.
We should've listened to Zena and brought an umbrella cause we got caught in the rain while we were walking there and had to end up running all the way there -.- in the rain...
Then after mass we went to get dinner and ice-cream!
haha
then we went back to Zena's and we all 3 washed up after dinner and started mugging...
Though we were distracted by some chinese show -.-
haha but overall we did manage to get stuff done.
Oh but we ended up sleeping at like around 1.30AM..
haha yes..we all knocked out after that.
But it was fun =D

Megan's Party
It rained and my CCA got cancelled..So i went to Megan's place first.
We were all at the pool waiting for more people to come and Megan kept argueing with the security guard -.-
I just sat by the pool side with Xavier.
Then later Ru and Jacq came with Grace and i ended up borrowing Grace's swim suit..
Which of course...didn't fit me well since it was a two piece
and i'm taller than Grace..
HAHA the skirt was short and the top was short..but it was ok. I wore my shirt over to swim
haha Ru wore a bikini but she also wore a shirt to swim.
Overall we all had a good time.
And I had a goodnight ;)
Cause someone told me he liked me.
haha

Today! supposedly a study day
Went out with Ru and Jacq.
We were supposed to study but we ended up shopping
Haha, I bought mood rings and a wallet =D
we did study a bit
But it was fun hanging out with them anyways =)
lol

well now i've really got to mug for my end of years..
Been doing badly in my grades for a while now
and throughout this whole time i havent talked to Marcus
And there have been more stuff that have happened but i can't really remember now..
Sorry =)

will type again when im free and feel like jotting down EVERYTHING=)
ciao

Over speculation

today there was junior cat..it was DAMN FUN!
haha poor Darrall..he'd be shocked to know i had fun..HAHAHA
Oh then like Marcus ran away from home yesterday but i managed to convince him to go home...
Wonder how things are now...
Anyways. i have got full day school tmrw even though its teachers day
And today i found Rayner acting a bit...weird..
Maybe cause he was being nice
HAHAHAHA
oh wells..
I'm too lazy to type some stuff out..
So ciao til the hols I guess. =D
bye!

Need to explore

Haha ok today i followed Ru to ACS Barker cause she was meeting her friend.
So i followed,then erm...walked home from there.haha
And i walked pass Yi Kun's house..
lol
ok i know im boring..haha
sorry..im sorta like on the phone.haha
Oh and ive been writing songs..lol
when i have the time i will type them out here...
yes....THEM..
haha i've written 8 songs already..lol
so yea...so emo...-.-
hahaha
im damn bored
im like on the phone with shan and his friend...
From my church...er
Joel or something..i dont know lah.hahaha
ew Damn disturbing..hahahaah...
damn gay..i think shan is turning gay.lol
how retarded... anyways...
i think its damn retarded and sick..lol

Gotta start writing soon!

I've gotta seriously start writing more songs soon..
i've like got major inspiration to write..
Wish i had time..HAHA
if Megan and my cousin'd friend help me then i got a band!!!
hahaha
YAY!
oh and i gotta perform on Monday -.-
I think i'll sing out of tune -.-
And laugh when i act -.-
-.- hahahahaah
so anw im gonna go sleep already..
NIGHT!

Thank you my FRIENDS

First i wanna say thanks to Ru for sorta comforting me in school=)
At least you were there for me unlike my ''bestfriend''
HAHA that's why you're like my bestfriend too =)
Oh then there's Grace of course..
Just kept consoling me.
Thanks you guys..Love ya'll LOADS

Ok then after we went to pay respect to *...*
I dont wish to mention..private stuff..
I met up with Darrall..
Yea,he listened to me complain about Marcus.
And we went to study at Novena with his friend..
It was a different experience compared to when i hang out with Marcus...
Somehow...this felt nice..in a way..
Then i apologised ti him for like making him hear me vent all my anger..
And he said nah its ok =)
Somehow that made me feel better too =)

Then I came home and read my blog again..
Had comments from Stelle and Ru..
Thanks =) I really really appreciate it=)

So thank you to everyone who cheered me up today
Means alot to me.
Love ya'll!